"He went away again a second time and prayed, saying, 'My Father, if this cannot pass away unless I drink it, Your will be done.'" Matthew 26:42 (NAS)
Legend has it that cattle dislike a storm and will try to outrun it, ultimately prolonging their misery, while buffalo will face the storm and run through it in a much shorter time. Whether true or not, there's a lesson.
Avoidance of negative feelings is the god of our current society. Does God care about your feelings? Yes. Are your feelings His main concern? No. What is?
"As obedient children, do not be conformed to the former lusts which were yours in your ignorance, but like the Holy One who called you, be holy yourselves also in all your behavior; because it is written, 'You shall be holy, for I am holy.'" 1 Peter 1:14-16 (NAS)
Your emotional state is not as important as your spiritual state. Jesus acknowledged how He felt, but He lived out what He was sent to do in spite of how it made Him feel. Living for God will often be hard on your feelings. Let God help you face that and get through it. Quit trying to serve your feelings and start living to serve your Father.